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  • Sally May

    Sally May

    10 मिनट पहले

    Damn this girl needs help. She's having an identity crisis

  • Luna park .v.

    Luna park .v.

    30 मिनट पहले

    Why is she not looking at us for half the vid

  • Gyasleep YT

    Gyasleep YT

    30 मिनट पहले

    Maybe if she educated herself before talking about it no one would get so offended by this.
    Just take advice from the internet, it's not that hard.

  • DaisyIsOnline


    घंटे पहले

    Pat. Not the whole community hates u or smt But U COMFUSES THE HELL OUTTA US.
    I MEAN CANT U JUST SAY UR FLUID or idk. But everyone is getting tired of this crying vids, there will be a point no one believes anymore. I know u won’t read this but like.. if ur a male, fine. Idc anymore. All those hate comments, get over it. I mean it, stop it.
    Gosh, I’m not a fan of you but this is getting sad tbh. I mean I can see u struggle but if u did that in the first place, u should wait telling us until u know for sure. Or atleast at a time ur not this emotional over.
    Ur having a gender crisis. If ur sensitive about hate then u shouldn’t post it on yt.
    But this apology vid gives the vibes that you want US to apologise, to make us feel sorry for you and not that you apologise to us. But actually what do we have to do with a fucking apology. Stop crying and go fucking live ur life.
    I don’t hate you nor do I love ur content. Im just saying my opinion. But it doesnt even matter bc no one will read this lol.

  • FalconsZone6


    घंटे पहले

    Weak ass apology. F this bitch

  • Tabbie M

    Tabbie M

    घंटे पहले

    I don’t think she understands what being transgender is

  • Arianna Wager

    Arianna Wager

    घंटे पहले

    I really dont think you should ever have to explain yourself this much... I go through a lot of confusion too and maybe you just dont need a label. Besides, who the hell said that men can't be feminine? What about those gay men that wear makeup or even dresses? Who the fuck cares? If cis-males can dress and act feminine just like females, why tf can't trans men???

  • bell ahvazi

    bell ahvazi

    घंटे पहले


  • Your favorite Boy

    Your favorite Boy

    2 घंटे पहले

    If you didn’t tell anyone your feelings and automatically post it to fucking YouTube for the entire transgender and gay community. I would support you but trish. Cmon. You came out as black. Seriously? It’s hard to believe but making an excuse saying you have a fetish for gay men is kinda rude and extremely disrespectful. I feel like you need a break and I think your trying to fit in more. BUT you also said they them pronouns are not and option because “ your not speaking for many people I’m not crazy I don’t have multiple personalities “ I don’t mean to be rude but you seem to be going through a lot and are having some serious thinking. Please don’t think that just because you feel masculine, it means your transgender. PLEASE don’t try to date gay men. PLEASE don’t say your transgender to continue to fuel your fetish of gay men. If you are so new the being “ trans” then how in the absolute hell were you going to a gender therapist and STILL know absolutely NOTHING. REAL TRANSGENDER MALES AND FEMALES DONT USULLY GO AROUND STATING THAT THEY HAD BOOBS OR A PENIS. YOU ARE BEING A TROLL. YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT YOUR TALKING ABOUT BUT PLEASE. the trans community is hurt. The men you have fetishized, is hurt. Most of your followers are disappointed. You have a whole career. You’re instagram famous. I feel like the fame is getting to you and. Ugh. Trish please take a mental health year or something. You’re acting ridiculous sweety so please stop saying your a male because you’re attracted to gay men.❤️💃💃💃💃🤮

  • Jeanette Kouassi

    Jeanette Kouassi

    2 घंटे पहले

    It’s not the vocabulary you’re using, it’s the fact that you claim that you hate your female parts and feel male while you’re literally showing cleavage. You present female willingly.

  • taitum israel

    taitum israel

    3 घंटे पहले

    How about instead of trying to find a label, just be trisha

  • Hood, classy, But definitely girly

    Hood, classy, But definitely girly

    3 घंटे पहले

    But everything you do, have, drive, act like is all so girly so how you feel Like a male?

  • Lauren Ford

    Lauren Ford

    4 घंटे पहले

    Listen I get it y’all r offended but we r telling her the exact same shit a lot of us where told when we tried to come out y’all don’t know what’s goin through her head so please stop pretending you do🤷🏻‍♀️😘

  • Asianesebb


    4 घंटे पहले

    we’re all upset about this but i don’t think she deserves all this hate. it’s going overboard

  • Love Art

    Love Art

    5 घंटे पहले

    Her: “I wanted to identify as non-binary” also her: “I hate the reference of ‘they/them” (not exactly what she said but it’s around what it was)

  • M. R.

    M. R.

    6 घंटे पहले

    “I feel like I should apologize to people so they’ll stop being nasty to me” @4:45 😡😡😡 if you can’t apologize for being ignorant and insensitive towards the lgbt+ community and to transgender people, then don’t make a video of you “apologizing” you said stereotypes of transgender men, when everything you do clocks you as a woman. You post nudes on Instagram, get racy with shirtless photos and put on sexual shows. Just stfu already and go to a legitimate therapist and get help for whatever the fucks wrong with you.

  • Elle :D

    Elle :D

    6 घंटे पहले

    You’re confusing feeling masculine with being Male

  • Michelle-Deliah Jöhnk

    Michelle-Deliah Jöhnk

    7 घंटे पहले

    I believe you

  • Nope Why

    Nope Why

    7 घंटे पहले

    Bro stop crying.😤your not trans stop acting like it.you need to understand that all of the shit you say has meaning.think bout that the next time you want to post stupid shit like this.its so fucking annoying to see you cry because it’s your fault your cryin cuz you don’t know half the shit you talk about.you offended so many people including me.

  • spencer Moore

    spencer Moore

    8 घंटे पहले

    Me a trans person: gAGs Gag do you have dysphoria???? No please shut up im gagging omg

  • Lina Westrin

    Lina Westrin

    8 घंटे पहले

    We’re not disbelieving you or questioning you because of your looks. You literally said that you “identify with your birth gender 1000%.” You can’t be surprised that people get offended when you say things like that in a “I’m transgender” coming out video?
    You also made it sound like the main reasons for you to identify as a male were all based on the fact that you don’t wear makeup and perfect hair every day, and therefore “relating more” to being a man (along with having a gay man fetish). I’m guessing your feelings goes deeper than that, but that’s how it came off.
    Another thing that caught my attention was your opinion about people identifying themselves as ‘they’. That you wouldn’t call yourself such a thing because you think it sounds schizophrenic.. What kind of reaction did you expect on such a claim?
    I really do believe you when you say that you’re not just a female. I can tell you’re confused. This is not about disbelief or being nasty. It’s about telling you to choose your words so you don’t hurt anyone or sound disrespectful. Please educate yourself before speaking about these matters again, for other people’s sake and for your own. I hope you figure out who you are.

  • Let's have fun With yohan

    Let's have fun With yohan

    9 घंटे पहले


  • -SKY- of Wonderland

    -SKY- of Wonderland

    10 घंटे पहले

    She's not the kitchen floor. That's different. Also, this video is monetized. You're not 1000% sorry

  • Otter Space

    Otter Space

    10 घंटे पहले

    I think my whole community has found a new level of anger

  • puctbridge


    10 घंटे पहले

    Hey dumb bitch! Your entire identity has been sculpted around being a slut that fucks anything. You have built yourself around the relationships with men that you have had in your life. For once in that life! You don't have a boyfriend and no group of people to try to make yourself a part of. Now you are alone! You aren't fucking trans. You are just trying to find a way to be alone and happy with being alone. Sit back and love yourself. Don't just fucking say it! Until you feel it, until you can be alone and not have a mental collapse in 24 hours... you should fucking chill on the videos. You are creating more drama for yourself with this ignorant shit. This is all part of growing up! You are just going through what everyone does! But your a stupid melodramatic simpleton. This is life! Enjoy life, love who you are in truth and not only in words... If you don't love who you are or you cannot be alone without having a mental collapse... begin using every fucking day to make yourself a stronger and better person! and in time you will find that you do love who you have become.

  • I'll_Have_That_Drink_Now !

    I'll_Have_That_Drink_Now !

    10 घंटे पहले

    .... Many trans people dont actually transition but they wouldn't go on camera and claim that they are a guy wearinga vest and showing off their chest. Like fairs fairs believe that your a guy and what not but like most trans men would cover up their body. I know I do.

  • Mackenzie Westen

    Mackenzie Westen

    10 घंटे पहले

    Stop pretending to cry. None of us care. Have some respect for the ACTUAL trans community. Just delete your account.

  • Maggie Robinson

    Maggie Robinson

    11 घंटे पहले

    as a queer person i think discrediting trisha’s emotions is rude. some of their experience is valid and others not real trans experiences at all, but gender is fake so why do we condemn trisha questioning ?

    • Maggie Robinson

      Maggie Robinson

      11 घंटे पहले

      still doesnt make some of the hurtful things about trans ppl you lol

    • Maggie Robinson

      Maggie Robinson

      11 घंटे पहले

      trisha i hope u find the language to explain ur emotions and get a better therapist lmao

  • Kayla mcarady

    Kayla mcarady

    11 घंटे पहले

    I can’t tell if she’s just trying to be a huge troll just to get views and money? Or she’s actually a lunatic

  • Vũ Hiệp Nguyễn

    Vũ Hiệp Nguyễn

    11 घंटे पहले

    Are you ok?

  • Claudia Bailey

    Claudia Bailey

    12 घंटे पहले

    You are such a fucking troll. You have so many issues you don't know what else to do to get attention from people. You're using this community as a joke. Shame on you and this isn't a sincere apology. Everyone can see through your fake tears. Save yourself the time. You most definitely need extensive therapy. All you're doing is confusing young women and offending a huge community who has had to fight so hard to get acceptance. You need to vanish from social media. All you are doing is damage.

  • Hello People

    Hello People

    12 घंटे पहले

    I honestly dont understand why she is getting this hate, this seems like snd identity crisis and trisha is wikd but she is human too, have som respect snd reslise she is just like you on the inside she has feelings

  • layshas2005


    12 घंटे पहले

    Your on a journey of finding yourself and there is absolutely nothing wrong with that. Sharing it with people that can relate is probably a blessing to them. Fuck everyone's judgmental bs. Just be true to yourself your beautiful. Good luck on your journey, keep your head up.

  • Tylia Karpinska x

    Tylia Karpinska x

    12 घंटे पहले

    yet there’s about 10 ads



    12 घंटे पहले

    Guys, I know her video was not super respectful or well explained or whatever, but she is obiously struggeling with herself. I do not care how many arguments go against her and that it is her own fault ... blah, but please stop cyberbullying. THAT IS NOT OKAY.

  • Karma


    12 घंटे पहले

    I swear she can cry on command

  • Anna Morson

    Anna Morson

    13 घंटे पहले

    How are you trans. Your tits are literally out and you don’t have dysphoria. Dysphoria makes you trans, not liking gay men

  • Jayde


    15 घंटे पहले

    So this video is called "apology". Huh. That's odd, bc to me it just sounds like she's defending her coming out video and begging people to "stop bullying me omg 😭"
    She's not apologising for shit.

  • caoakuma


    16 घंटे पहले

    As long as i had boobs i would never be accepted as transgender ?! That has nothing to do with anything! In your last video you literally said i choose to be this one day and this the next. Do you not understand that , that is one of the main problems with your last video ? ? No one can tell you what you are but girl , you need to educate yourself. Plain and simple. I think you missed the point .

  • Do Not Eat Blue Dirt

    Do Not Eat Blue Dirt

    16 घंटे पहले

    Trish: Makes a trans video seeking attention
    Everyone: eh whatever
    Trish: *gUyS iM sO SoRrY*

  • AColorful Bird

    AColorful Bird

    17 घंटे पहले

    I wouldn't call it hate, I'd call it education. A lot of people are just trying to educate you on this type of this. You wouldn't be showing your chest if were trans and haven't transitioned yet.

  • Sinister Revenge

    Sinister Revenge

    17 घंटे पहले

    Fuck off trisha, you aren’t an actual trans person -sincerely an actual gay trans man

  • missmerbella


    18 घंटे पहले

    Trisha is a troll for the views and the $$$. She knows that being offensive will bring her more attention. What boggles my mind is how people continue to fall for it and not see straight through it all.

  • Brittany Cole

    Brittany Cole

    18 घंटे पहले

    Ur fake ass always saying sorry u said u never really wanted ur tits but yet got bigger ones then u say u want to be a man tf are u slow

  • Frederick Alexander

    Frederick Alexander

    18 घंटे पहले

    Shane's New Docuseries: The Gender Of Trishtan Paytas (Formely Trisha, FTM)

  • Frederick Alexander

    Frederick Alexander

    18 घंटे पहले

    You said you feel trapped in your own body, and that going ultra-feminine hasn't done anything for you, so why do you dress so feminine? You're doing this apology in a tank top. I'm a transgender person, female to male, and having boobs doesn't discredit you as transgender, but being overly feminine when you know that it's not working for you isn't what any transgender person would do. I think you're demigender if *anything* but definitely not transgender.

  • criticant


    20 घंटे पहले

    just stop making videos so you dont have to make apology videos on your floor

  • Jenn S

    Jenn S

    21 घंटे पहले

    Oh god this is somehow worse than that bueaty gyro....

  • Mia Lam

    Mia Lam

    21 घंटे पहले

    She can't even look at the camera through the entire video. Hard to believe anyone is sincere if they can't even look you in the eye.

  • AbbiIsBoring


    21 घंटे पहले

    she’s like the white version of peaches

  • Kyle Stinson

    Kyle Stinson

    22 घंटे पहले

    Okay. I’ve stayed way out of this. And refused to comment on this thing but I’m speaking out now. And I’m going to use they/them pronouns for trish. I. Am. A. Trans man. And i am the type of person who usually just says whatever be who you are but this isn’t okay. There’s a lot more to this then they think. If they had just said hey guys I’m questioning my gender if you could call me this or that like great. They would not have gotten backlash from that. There will always be hate but not like they have gotten because they didn’t go about this the right way. If they are trans great but this is something you can go spilling all over the internet for everyone to see before your sure. It’s that simple.

    • -SKY- of Wonderland

      -SKY- of Wonderland

      9 घंटे पहले

      Trish said that they/them pronouns are too confusing and didn't want to go with "they/them".

  • Angela Ketchum

    Angela Ketchum

    22 घंटे पहले

    Are you on drugs? Seriously. Genuinely concerned.

  • lelijahh


    22 घंटे पहले

    you’re welcome in my community, and are loved ❤️ if you ever want a place to find acceptance my instagram is @trnsbxyspams

  • mikalakira


    22 घंटे पहले

    you go boy!!

  • Lucifer Mercury 🥀

    Lucifer Mercury 🥀

    23 घंटे पहले

    Way to go guys. I’m Bi and possibly gender confused in the LGBTQ+ community. Leave her alone, she’s struggling, let her speak out and stop being such assholes. If she identifies as a male, let her. Fuck sake leave her alone.

  • Jafrin Khan

    Jafrin Khan

    23 घंटे पहले

    Guys please stop, shut the fuck up and get a life, no matter how bad Trisha is, you guys shouldn't be shitting on her mental health, leave her alone

  • sara beth

    sara beth

    दिन पहले

    Seriously, don't have offspring, you're going to traumatize any children. I'm sorry... It's true though

  • sara beth

    sara beth

    दिन पहले


  • McKenna Barber

    McKenna Barber

    दिन पहले

    I SUPPORT YOU TRISHA. I think this stuff is complex for someone who's just now starting to consider the possibility of being trans. And I think you have some learning to do around the language and differences in identity, expression, orientation, etc. But I think the point is you've felt gender dysphoria most of your life so you over compensated in an attempt to feel "right". And I think part of the problem was your flippant attitude in the first video, how you seemed to minimize these issues by being so casual. I think you could've communicated the same ideas more concisely and with a little more caution, instead of rattling off every thought you had about it..... because your confusion showed very clearly and is the reason people feel you don't have credibility in your claims. But I think you're just in the process of figuring it all out.

  • Clare Stephanie

    Clare Stephanie

    दिन पहले

    Can you really blame people for being so confused, when you yourself are confused.
    My advice is leave all your personal emotional issues offline until you figure yourself out. Then you can come back and explain to people how its ok to be confused about who you are, and explain how you come to whatever conclusion you come to. You put far too much of your life online, you need to work on you, who you are and what you want. Because all you seem to do is offend people, and cry in every other video about something. A hell of a lot of people watch your channel for the drama, to be entertained by your problems...I don't imagine that is something you strive for. Figure yourself out so that you can be the best version of you and entertain people, and inspire people in the right ways. You'll get much less hate, and you'll be a happier person.

  • Caprial Graf

    Caprial Graf

    दिन पहले

    I don’t really watch Trisha but I don’t understand the hate Trish is getting, they are just confused and needs help and I hope they get it ❤️❤️

  • Spicy RuRu

    Spicy RuRu

    दिन पहले

    She feels how she feels and obviously didnt mean to offend the lgbtq+ community but she did yet all we give is hate and tell her shes stupid and be mean cuz we all think we are right and yet treat this HUMAN BEING like they dont deserve to let out their feelings. I mean yea its confusing but oh my god im sure there are millions of other people who feel like T in some way yet we choose to tell her shes wrong in what she feels cuz this is the internet and do not have the courage to be an actual human being that actually considers her feelings. My god is it that hard to her to be her shes confused of course and yea she has some mental issues we all do we aint all PERFECT. Its like what she said that she likes being female one day and may feel like a male the other day and yet shes trying to be sensible to what shes been through but jesus christ we are all gonna die some day and are sitting here wasting our time being hateful and stupid about how people feel like feeling trans and not feeling good about being what you should be labeled as. Like are we all that small minded. If you read this and you still wanna be a sack of shit and bring more hate cuz i dont agree with the stupid online zombies that we are. Human society has been gone from the start like we could give constructive criticism which is way more different from calling stupid and wrong and i know we cant all do this but god damn are we that idiotic. Thank you good bye

  • john b

    john b

    दिन पहले

    This bimbo so stupid....
    The blonde is strong with this one

  • Deyla Roecker

    Deyla Roecker

    दिन पहले

    im confused on why you are confused.

  • Courtney Freeman

    Courtney Freeman

    दिन पहले

    This world is truely filled with evil people, trisha BE YOU! male,female,trans,gay whatever the case maybe seek help and guidance but dont seek acceptance fuck this vile world ❤️

  • Katherine Dianelys Gonzalez

    Katherine Dianelys Gonzalez

    दिन पहले

    My love you may not be trans but you are gender fluid if anything

  • goth punchy

    goth punchy

    दिन पहले

    I think she needs to realize that because of all her past lies and scandals and shit like that to seek attention, it’s very hard to believe that she’s actually feeling this way and is transgender.

  • alaysia pickett

    alaysia pickett

    दिन पहले

    She came out as lesbian, she’s came out as gay, she’s came out as black girl. the fuck were you expecting when she decide to come out as trans

    • -SKY- of Wonderland

      -SKY- of Wonderland

      9 घंटे पहले

      She also came out as a chicken nugget.

  • Janko


    दिन पहले

    she is just making money on modern self-contradictory social relativism

  • Alexa Mccarter

    Alexa Mccarter

    दिन पहले

    If she’s always felt like a man why did she get so much plastic surgery like breast implants?